wordpress has run its course. It’s been a good wordpress with 955 posts so far and I usually have a habit of leaving my blogs near 1000. So I’ve moved to jotterbookconstruct.tumblr.com. I like the community there and hope you’d like it too. Warning though, you’ll never hear me talking about school again…I hope. Trallallala goodbye

So resigned to my fate, so resigned to my fate. I’m highly doubting my ability to tackle the A levels at the end of the day, there sorely lacks the motivation and drive I want so much the drive I had for O levels…it’s just not present yet. I’m not settling down.

It’s one thing knowing what’s wrong with yourself but not knowing how to go about ascertaining it is really the worst part. Yes, there’s the pain of discipline which will hurt but the pain of regret would be the niggling migraine at the back of your eye and get worse. Don’t regret amirul, no regrets!

It’s now or never after this all Amirul. Keep your peace of mind, peace of heart but most importantly peace of soul al 21 grams of it

i got bored tonight and decided to note down the music i have

I know it’s nothing to be proud of and the music inside is a work in progress. Anyway it’s just a list at the page called “music library”.

Anyway i was just wondering why there have been less and less coughing and sneezing in the exam halls? Are they actually scared to be sent home? gosh

I don’t like how there are so many things to learn about economics from wikipedia that they don’t teach us like the cobweb model, the true nature of pareto optimality, what ceteris paribus truly connotes and everything else in between. They do teach them in other schools but not in meridian.

Why? I’m guessing because they couldn’t trust us with the basic syllabus so why bother giving us more right? I really think economics is wonderful because there’s so much more deeper meaning to it as it discusses the rationality of human beings, us greedy pigs, and how there’s no invisible hand in the market as Adam Smith proposed but everything is a consequence of our actions. Beautiful huh?

So I’m here to stick to my books and try and shut out all other worldly thoughts about economics because like it or not if I can’t get the basics right what’s the point of anything additional right?

The world is really beautiful, us humans are really perfect. There’s a reason they created the word right?

Each shade of blue/Is kept in our eyes/Keep blowing and lighting/Because we own the sky

It’s as if I’m looking at you the first time, my eyes are alien things as they find the most beautiful example of a human in you. i would touch you but I am scared to taint you until i realized i had just kissed you. And loved you till for forever

1. i nearly lost everything yesterday because i nearly lost you.

2. i really wish we were back to PAE times when we would stick together. i’m just not there anymore.

please please dear god don’t let me fall apart physically and emotionally. let me die in sleep.

the best combination ever…and i heard that flavour sucks. thanks david

we will alwaes b kidz

eh ike i think i kelet down the government today which was not my intention at all. I didn’t go for the NS medical check up today because I lost all my NS documents which implies two things…

The medical questionnaire which needs to be brought for the check up is missing.

I can easily go print it onthe NS portal but guess what, I lost the password to the portal as well! so…that put me in abit of a spot. I have several theories about what might happen such as having my medical check up at the latest date possible which mght coincide with exams, downgraded several PES (your fitness eligibility level) or I might go in with the fat kids.

Whatever it is, I felt like shit yesterday really. Just shows how irresponsible I can be about some things some times. Things that might concern national security! ahhhhhh