mid years, mid year crisis
2009 July 3
So resigned to my fate, so resigned to my fate. I’m highly doubting my ability to tackle the A levels at the end of the day, there sorely lacks the motivation and drive I want so much the drive I had for O levels…it’s just not present yet. I’m not settling down.
It’s one thing knowing what’s wrong with yourself but not knowing how to go about ascertaining it is really the worst part. Yes, there’s the pain of discipline which will hurt but the pain of regret would be the niggling migraine at the back of your eye and get worse. Don’t regret amirul, no regrets!
It’s now or never after this all Amirul. Keep your peace of mind, peace of heart but most importantly peace of soul al 21 grams of it

